Well I must apologize for absence. I promise I won't leave y'all like that again!! :)
Anyways just an update on the weight loss front. Well I had a gain this week...so I guess you could say weight gain front. Touché!
As mentioned last week of my gain of 1.5 pounds...the Hubster pointed out to me that it's not JUST 1.5 pounds. If you keep doing that every week for a year you'll gain about 80 pounds. *facepalm* HOLY SHIT!!! Why didn't I ever think of it like that way!??!
So that idea has been tossing and bouncing around in my head this week, while I was tracking, I wasn't tracking eating the best foods and going over! Which I knew wasn't going to be good, and I guess it was an experiment on what I needs change. I would say I'm about 50/50 on eating. So that's 50% healthy and 50 unhealthy. Which to be honest is better than I thought! I'll take that as a non scale victory!
Also I came to the realization that in order for me to go make it to the gym...it fits better into my schedule in the early AM, like 5:30!! YIKES!!! And I'm not a morning person! Sooo for me to get up at 5:00 and be at the gym at 5:30. I was going to put this idea in motion last Thursday but I totally failed on that front. My alarm was set for 5:00 PM! I woke up at 5:30 AM and by then it was to late! So I started today! And boy let me tell you it felt GREAT!! I was like man I should have done this a long time ago!! LOL! But I'll update y'all on the next blog about my gym experience in the dark!
And then the most biggest realization, came in the form of me finally excepting the fact that my body isn't going to lose the same as it did when I was 24 doing Weight Watchers first time around. I realized that my body is going to lose like a 30 year old. (I'm almost 30...I'm 28 years old) And this time around my life is COMPLETELY different from the first time and I'm not comparing them! So I'm at the point where I'm trying this for the first time!
That is my week of Epiphanies! :)