Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Back to Black...I mean the start again!

More this is from August to December 2007

August 7, 2007
Wow did some order this hot weather? Cause it sure sucks!!!! Anyways on to the real reason you are reading this. It is Tuesday. I did weigh in. I however lost .6 pounds. I lost alittle more than half of a pound. And I deserve that. I'm actually surprised I lost considering it was my birthday last week and my dad's birthday. Plus I barely wrote anything down this past week. I think the only thing that saved we was my afternoon of swimming and my bike riding yesterday. Oh! I need to pump of the exercise. But on the greater scheme of things I have lost 48.8 pounds. I'll take that. And as I tell everyone else...a loss is a loss and little ones add up also. I should listen to myself mose often. LOL! :) So lesson learned it totally pays to write eveything down. As they say "If you bite, you write!!!" Boy I'm telling you I'm going to writing EVERYTHING down and excercising my booty off!!! Also before I forget, I offically am over fast food. I had a wendy's chicken sandwich with fries 2 Saturdays ago and I was like this is okay...whatever. Then this past Saturday I had a Sonic cheeseburger and fries and I was wow this isn't all that great! BLAH!! So yay bonus! I know prefer my food to have flavor and not fat!! Awesome!!! Whoop Whoop!!! Until next week or until I feel like I need to blog! :) Later days!
August 14, 2007
HAHAHAHA!!!!!! You got to love Tuesdays! I know I do!! Apparently people acutally read my blogs...who know!? Like I told some of y'all I honestly didn't think anyone read my random thoughts!! LOL! Anyways lets get on with the show!! I weighed in and I lost 2.6!!! Whoop Whoop!! Now for the big number I have lost 51.4 pounds...that are never coming back...WHOOP WHOOP!!!! Who is a Bad Mama Jama?! Ummm ME!!! Wow...is all I can say. Honestly is pays to write everything down!!!!!!!! I fudged around 2 weeks ago and that resulted in a .6 loss but I wrote alittle more nazi-ish this past week and 2.6 is what happened...so it pays to write everything down for those who are on WW. Now I'm ready for the next 50...well 49.6...hehehe! BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!! *does a happy dance* And everyone is noticing...even the opposite sex...hehehe but that is a different blog all together!!! :) Life is great!!! Well y'all know the drill...peace see y'all next Tuesday! Much love! :)
August 21, 2007
Wow...sorry I'm late with this update!!! My bad!! LOL! Nothing really to report but a .2 loss. For a total of 51.6. Hey! I'll totally take it!! Considering for the past few weeks I haven't been writing everything down and I'm been going WAY over my points. I found out I go through these insane tirades every 7 weeks...roughly. I'll go strong for a good while and then something goes haywire and the card house comes down. But its cool I'm still losing. I've been pumping up the exercise. I got a new exercise DVD its called Yoga Booty Ballet. And all I have to say is I LOVE it!!! It combines everything I like into one DVD! Its freakin rad!!!!!!!!!! Except one of ladies looks like she has had to much Botox or something its weird! LOL! Anyways that is my update. So now I just want to take a moment and thank all of y'all for the support and encouraging words! It really means alot and I am extremely thankful that y'all are kick ass supporters!!! So THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO VERY MUCH!!!!! *HUGS*!!!! Well until Tuesday!! Love y'all for real! :)
August 28, 2007
All I have to say its ON MY FREAKIN GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dang does it really take this long to lose 10 freakin pounds!!!! I lost 1 pounds. Yes 1 flippin pound. For a total of 52.6. Yes I know its 52 pounds gone forever BUT I was looking at my booklet of my weight loss before the meeting and DAMN 2...yes TWO freakin ass monthes to lose 10 pounds?! WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! I'm pissed but I'm not quitting y'all because that is NOT an option I'll be damned if I'm going to be as heavy as I was before. BUT COME ON...TWO FRICKIN MONTHS TO LOSE THIS 10 FRICKIN POUNDS?!?! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL?? I just want to punch something...any volunteers?...SIKE! Maybe I need a punching bag. ARGH!! I wrote everything down and exercised Saturday through Monday. More than I have done and the past weeks. Grant I need go alittle nuts Sunday BUT I only tapped into my 35 points and I still wrote EVERYING GOSH DARN THING DOWN!!!!! ARRRRGH!!! Does it seriously take 2 monthes to lose 10 pounds???!! UGH!

September 4, 2007
Well all know its Tuesday and its time for my update. And well I decided to move it to a new blog...because I got tired of scrolling to the bottom of the other one and looking for it! Cool? Cool! LOL!
Anyways here is the update. I lost 2 pounds for a total of 54.6! SWEET!! I'm back on track and on point!! Awesome. Its kind of surreal. I have already lost this 50 pounds before with Atkins...but I feel healthier doing it with WW. Maybe I'm more serious about and I'm doing this for me and no one else. Its probably a combination of all of those factors. But none the less I'm getting into weight loss I haven't never gotten to before...I'm talking about the 60 pounds, 70 pounds, and beyond. So its going to be really awesome and interesting. YAY!!!
Also its really funny how exercise is a part of my life. As we all know I went to the beach this past weekend and I actually went and exercised. I walked around the neighborhood that the family has our beach house. It felt great!! Yay! Well I'm off to bed and I bid farewell!!! Until we meet again! *Hugs*
September 11, 2007
Wow...what a week. I'll keep this short. I lost 3.6 for a total of 58.2!!!! Oh my gosh! Y'all have NO idea how good it feels. I'm completely in shock...I guess that is the right word. Again I cannot express how thankful I am to have y'all supporting me. I honestly couldn't ask for a better support system. I'm truly blessed. I can't even articulate how I feel right now. Well I'm going to go to bed! I'm tired! Night! *hugs*
September 18, 2007
Well I'm very content with tonights weigh in 1.2 for a grand total of 59.4!! WOW! I will definitely be 60 pounds lighter next time I write this blog. It just blows my mind. I can't speak highly enough about this program. Its teaching me portion control...which I didn't use tonight! hehehe naughty!! I'm listening more to my stomach, I'm actually eating a heck of alot healthier! Who knew I would love so much healthy foods!! Like right now I can NOT get enough grapes. I just signed up for an 8 week challenge at my gym. Its to see who can lose the most weight or inches. So we'll see how that one goes! But that is tonights entry! I hope y'all are enjoying the weekly updates! :)
September 25, 2007
Alas it had to come...my first gain of this crazyness rollercoaster. It was a small gain of .8 but it was again nonetheless!! But actually I'm okay with it believe it or not. One its a small gain something that can and will come off easy. And two its my first gain EVER since being on WW. I've gone 5 1/2 months without a gain until now. I think that is pretty cool! So kudos to me. LOL! :) Yeah it was a gain but its really okay. I don't know how and I don't know why but everything will okay. My body is probably just catching up. So like I said it'll come off next week. I'm not worried. I have all the tools I need, I just need to work the program. Go back to the basics. So bring it on you gain. You are a goner...you have messed with the wrong chick!!!! :) Gosh you have got to love determination!! :)
Also thanks to a fall challenge the gym is putting on and Iris...I'm now getting back into the gym/exercise part of it. And Iris took my measurements Monday and I'm down 13 inches all over since joining in June and 21 pounds. So I'm like cool!!! So that is 28 inches all over since the beginning!!!! WOW!!! Thats awesomely cool!!! So its all good!!!! :) See y'all next Tuesday!!! Peace.
October 2, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! CURSES TO THE SKIES!!!!!!!! Stupid STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!! This is getting STUPID!!! So as you can guess I had yet another gain!!!! WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!!!! Yes its only .8 but add last week and this week its a total of 1.6 pounds I've gained!!!!! AAAAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I'm NOT going back to where I was. BULL CRAP!!!!!!!!!!! To hell with that crap!!!!! Why now when I'm SOOOOOOO close to 60 pounds!!! I totally want to be over 60 pounds when Bethany comes to visit!!!!! UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Stupid STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! I've worked my ass off and I'll be DAMNED if this 57 pounds is going to creep back on!! BULLCRAP!!!!!!!!!
Okay I have that all out of my system!!!! So kick my ass fat...you are getting off!!!! This isn't your place!!!! Grant I was out of town on a church thing all weekend and really didn't have control over what I ate BUT I did try to exercise when I could. BUT DANG!!!!!!!!!! UNHOLY COW!!!!!!!!!! Well its time to kick ass and take names!!! Its ON!!!!!!!!!!!
October 9, 2007
BOOYA!!!!!!!!! MUUUUUUUHAHAHAHA!!!! Stupid scale, How dare you challenge me!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! Well it seems that we had an AWESOME weigh in!!! I did lose weight. I lost 3.4!!!!! 61.2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 16, 2007
BOY am I ever glad that this past week is over!!!! Holy cow!!!! I am soooooooooo happy to report that I didn't gain and I didn't lose. I maintained and I'm prefectly content with that!!!!!!!!!!! I think I mentioned a few times that I couldn't get full this last week. I used up all my extra 35 points by Thursday. Yeah not so good. I also ate crap food. Such as McDonalds, Hibachi Grill, m&ms and whatever was near my mouth. No I'm not PMSing I just couldn't get full. It was driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!! So 5 out of 7 days I went over my points BUT I did maintain this week and I'm extremely happy!!!! I also did have my taco bell!!!!!!! And I enjoyed every single bite!!! It was yummy. Now I'm good on Taco Bell for awhile. So back to kicking this fats ass!!!!!!!!!! MUUUUUHAHAHAHAHHA!!!
OH! I did a 5K this past week...I think that is the only thing that saved me from gaining. But I pulled a Katie move and drank water ALOT! I swear I had to pee so much. I have NEVER had to pee so much in my life. Yeah its TMI but its also me. So I am signing out because yours truly has to work on her day off. Show me the money!!! :) Peace and much love! :) So recap I've still lost 61.2 pounds!!! Boooooooooooyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!
October 23, 2007
Okay it is Tuesday and after this morning I didn't think I was going to be able to go to my meeting...but I did and I'm soooooooooo glad I did!! I had a loss of 3.6 for a total of 64.8!!! HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It blows my mind...it really does. I had mexican, pizza, fries, wine, and more pizza, Thursday thru Saturday. But I did drink my water and danced when I was able to. And boy did I drink my water like a freakin fish. Then I guess it all that crap food got up with me today and I was out for the count. My stomach was just like thanks for junk...asshole. But I laid low today...missed work...which sucks because this week's check would have been lovely. We could have said more money for NYC...but nooooooo my stupid stomach was like rebeling against me. Aaaahhhhh curses!!! But thats cool...that just means my body is use to healthier food selections now...sweet!!! I don't know though I totally give up trying to figure out my body...is that even possible for someone's body to rebel against the unhealthy choices? Interesting. OH! Another thing I realized tonight was that I'm 35.2 pounds away from losing 100 pounds. WOW!!!!! I was just way happy with the 64.8 loss but throw that in and I'm on cloud nine!!!! And I may get to my 75 pound goal by Thanksgiving. Whoop Whoop!!! Well night y'all!! I'm going into work tomorrow!!!
October 30, 2007
I'll keep this short sweet and simple...I got another blog to write. I lost 1 pound...for a total of 65.8! Sweet. I have sworn off Zaxby's. That place is the devil. It should be punched! But anyways nothing else to really report. So see y'all next Tuesday same blog and same crazy place! :) Love y'all!
November 6, 2007
Well it seems that I have returned to my old ways of eatting. Yeah totally sucks!! I ending up gaining 2.2 and I totally deserve this...I'm surprised its not more. The WW gods were kind to me. I bow to them. But for some reason or another I just wanted nothing but junk food and fast food...anything that I could get into my mouth. I started to order doubles of everything again!!! OH HECK NO!!! Unfortunately I still use food as a comfort thing. I'm pretty sure that is what happen last week. And on top of all that I haven't worked out in FOREVER!!!! Sooooooooo basically I've fallen completely off the WW wagon. But I'm okay with that. This past week was a lesson in what NOT to do and I need those. I'm humbled by them. I put my tail between my legs and do not mess with a good thing.
This week I vow to eat good things, journal like a mad woman, exercise, and drink my water. I have to find a way to get more protein into my diet so I'll stay full longer. Really need to cut the soduim out...along with the sugar.
So all and all I completely deserve this gain and I will kick butt next week...you can count on that!!! So basically I'm starting from square one...its week 1 all over again. Bring it on. Lets roll. I'm done playing around. Back to basics. OH! I should revise my Thanksgiving goal. For Thanksgiving I would like to reach my second 10% which is 69 pounds total. I'm at 63.6 right now. So that one seems alittle more reasonable. So that means though I want to get my 75 pounds gone by the end of the year!!! Heck yeah!!! So that is my plan. Peace...cause I'm going to bed...still am not use to the time change!
November 13, 2007
Alas the scale wants to screw with me. Okay fine. I maintained this week. Yeah okay whatever. I basically maintained the 2 stupid pounds I gained last week. So my total is still 63.6. Looks like I'm not going to make my Thanksgiving goal. UGH! If anything that is what I'm mad about. I did stay on point, and my mom is like maybe its your body catching up to whats going on. Okay if thats the case...it should already be caught up!!! Stupid. Yeah like I told mom just let me be mad...I'll be over it tomorrow. I'm just having a pity party right now. Whatever. Tomorrow marks a new week new day and new life. Ready to roll. Night. Also I will have been on WW for 30 weeks. WOW! There is y'alls update...I'm going to bed!
November 20, 2007
Well I didn't make my Thanksgiving goal but thats okay. I'm taking my 3 pound loss though!!! WOOOOHOOOOOOO!! Guess what beotches! I'm back! :) LOL!! Yeah so that brings my total to 66.6! LOL! Of course! Seeing how God has a sense of humor. I'm only 2.4 away from my second 10%!! Well wish me luck this week with Thanksgiving! Luckly I weigh in on Tuesday sooo that means I have time to counteract the Thanksgiving meal!! :oP Well I'm off to get my beauty sleep!
November 23, 2007
Okay I've had it!!! I am tired of spirling out of control. I'm soooooo eating like I use. Crap all day and everyday. I eat when I'm bored. I eat and eat and eat. I never realized how much I eat until today. I mean I knew but I guess I was in denial or something. But today, yesterday and thanksgiving I ate and ate and ate. I did fine thanksgiving but there was no need for me to be freakin eating all this crap all day friday and all day today. Seriously does one person need to eat that much crap?!?! On top of all this I have not exercised in weeks...probably months. So I'm pretty much just throwing money away at the gym. I'm sick and tired of of trying to lose this 10 pounds I'm on. I've been "trying" but not really trying as hard as I know I can. So mark my words this is seriously a turn in this crazy weight loss jouney. So I've been thinking about how I can hold myself more accountable...I've been writing things down but not as well as I have been. I've basically have fudged and sometimes not even write things down. So I'm going to start a seperate blog and write my food and the points and I'm also going to write in the exercise that I do. And all this starts TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! So new plan. Kick ass and take names!!! Write everything little piece of food you stick in your mouth. Let's roll!! :) Thanks for listening!! Love y'all!
November 27, 2007
Thank God its Tuesday!!! Dang I am sooooo glad for this WW week to be over. I don't know what came over me but as I said before I was in the God awful funk. Thank God for Carly, she talked some sense into me. LOL! :) But I am reporting that I gained 4.2 pounds. I deserved every single one of those pounds. BUT looking at the bigger picture I've still lost 62.4. So yeah I'm bummed but I've found a way to fix my issues. I printed out some recipes. I'm going to begin cooking again. I'm going to faithfully write everything down. I know I've said that before and this time I mean it. I'm done horsing around. I'm going to be 75 pounds lighter by the end of this year. Mark my words. And I'm actually going to go to the gym. Hell I'm paying for it why not use it!! DUH!!! Soooo guess what bitches I'm back!!!!! And I'm not going anywhere. I'm going to bed...nightz!! Love y'all!!
December 4, 2007
Okay...Apparently I'm done horsing around. I lost 5.4 for a grand total of 67.8!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!! *does the running man* *does the funky chicken* LOL!!!! I ate with in my points everyday...expect Saturday but I used my extra points there. Pretty much the whole week I had 10 points or so left over. Weird. I mean I ate but I wasn't stuffing my face. Okay my goal for next week is to lose. I've noticed a trend. I would gain, then lose, then gain and then lose. I'm not gaining again next week. I'm almost to my goal. NO more gains!! But the bummer thing is that because Christmas and New Years fall on a Tuesday that means I'm going to miss two weeks of weighing in...holy crap!!
December 11, 2007
OMG, OMG, OMG!!!!!!!! Okay so I lost 1.8 pounds for a total of 69.6 pounds gone FOREVER!!!!!!! So that means I'm not going to make my end of the goal but that is TOTALLY okay! I just want to get to 70 pounds and I'm .4 away and I can totally do that. Also I have finally lost me 2nd 10% which is freaking awesome!!!!!!! So now my 10% goal is 31 pounds which will put at my 100 pounds. WOW! And all the ladies are sooooooo sweet they're like you can do that my February! I was like whoa...that means I'm going to loss 100 pounds in under a year!! OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!! I'm just in shock I guess...is the best word to describe how I'm feeling. So wow...that means I will be 242 and I haven't been that weight since I don't know high school! lol Well I'm off to bed! Night! *hugs!* Thank y'all for reading this crazy blog! I love ya! :)
December 18, 2007
Well this is the last official weight loss blog for 2007 and OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soooooooooo happy to report that I've official lost 75 pounds!

BOOOO YEAH! Sorry for all the crazy different texts! :) <3 LJ

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